| PUBLICATIONS AND AWARDS GYLA B. POLI aka GYLA BETH SEAL |
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EXCERPT: GOLDEN GATE ESTATES The rain hadn't started by the time Stan left work. But it was imminent. The clouds hung heavy above the city and the wind blew hard, scattering leaves, bits of paper and dust across the sidewalk.
Business as usual. He supposed it was easy to forget the misery of the
people who lived in the tent cities and of those that hadn't quite made
it that far into poverty if there were no constant reminders of it. A man in a shabby Santa Claus suit and a poorly fitted cotton beard stood
in front of the building, ringing his bell. On impulse, Stan reached into
his pocket and took out all his coins. He walked over to the bell ringer
and dropped his money into the pot, aware of how impossible it would be
to fill it full enough to take care of the poor this year. He paused in
front of a newsstand to read the headline: "SF SITE FIRST
WORKHOUSE" He assumed the accompanying story would be the Commissioner's
press release. The newspapers hadn't received enough information to go
beyond that. To his surprise,
his own picture was on the front page, with the words, "Heads
Workhouse" under it. He wondered where they'd managed to dig that
up. It looked like it was at least five years old--enough out-of-date
that he didn't have to worry about anyone recognizing him on the street. The vendor stuck a paper out to Stan. He shook his head and walked on. The bus stop corner was cold and crowded. An icy blast of wind blew down
the city canyons, converging at the unprotected cross-street. A press of
people huddled into the doorway of the nearby bank, almost too close to
avoid each other's invisible space. Suddenly Stan didn't want to compete with these strangers for a place on
the street or the bus. He pulled his coat even tighter and began to walk
toward his apartment house. At least this way he'd find the time he hadn't
had all day to sort out his feelings. It was a long walk. Stan's mind kept wandering in and out of his problem.
Sometimes that was all he could think of. Other times his mind was far
away--Eugenia, Karen, Greg, Meryl, and a few stray thoughts that had nothing
to do with either job or family. He wondered how Hillary felt about Riley being chosen to take over the
job of Assistant Regional Commissioner. The assignment should have been
hers. Probably she was relieved. Her current job was certainly a lot more
interesting than Stan's. His thoughts flashed on a memory of Ben, an almost foolish grin on his
face, showing around pictures of his new son. Stan envied Ben his joy.
Stan thought of his own children: Greg's struggle to find his way. And
Karen. Poor lost Karen. Stan began looking carefully at every young woman
he passed, hoping he'd see her. The rain finally began to fall--a few sprinkles at first, then with increasing
force. So he abandoned his walk and jammed into the crowded bus for the
last part of the trip home, exchanging the wet, but refreshing, outdoors
for the close-packed crowding of a too hot bus; people laden with packages
and out-of-sorts. Something good was cooking inside his apartment. He smelled it when he
came down the hall from the elevator. Odd. Greg never cooked. His style,
if Stan didn't provide dinner, was a fast food stand. "
Hello?" Stan called out as he opened the door. He took off his wet
coat and hung it on the hatrack by the entrance. "
Hello, love." Eugenia, dressed in blue jeans, and a long-sleeved dark
green blouse, came out of the kitchen. "I let myself in. I hope
you don't mind." "
Mind? Of course not. That's why I gave you a duplicate card." He took
her in his arms and gave her a long kiss, breathing in the scent of her
familiar perfume, mingled with tomato and garlic. At last he released her. "I
thought you were working," he said. " That
was my scheduled program. I ran out of coffee, so I had to go to the
store. I saw the paper." " Oh." "
I thought you might need someone to talk to." She linked her arm through
his and walked with him into the living room. "Let me get you
a glass of wine. Then you can tell me about your day." "
No wine." He kissed her again. "
Dad, I--oh, sorry." Greg retreated into his bedroom almost as
quickly as he'd come out of it. "
I forgot he was home," Stan complained. " You didn't
give me a chance to warn you." " Yeah." "
Stop sulking. We'll be alone soon. Greg told me he has a date with Yvonne
tonight. Now, tell me about your day." She sat on the couch,
tucked her legs up under herself, and tugged on his arm, pulling
him down
beside her. " There's
nothing much to tell. I spent the day alternately ducking reporters and
teaching Riley my job. Tomorrow, I have to face the reporters.
Warren called a press conference." " What
are you going to say?" Stan shrugged. "Warren
didn't give me any choice on the assignment. So I'll have to hide my
doubts and feign enthusiasm." " You don't
have to do that." " What
do you mean?" "
You could always quit." An excited gleam appeared in her eye. "What
a marvelous public gesture that would be--to announce at
the press conference how you feel. Then dramatically resign your job
and walk out." "
I can't do that!" Stan stared at her, appalled by the suggestion. " Why not?
You've always told me it upset you that the anti-workhouse view couldn't
get any publicity or public notice. This will sure
get it for you." " And lose
me my job." " So what?
It's worth it for the principle." He shook his head, wondering how to explain to her, who'd never known what
it was like to have to work for a living, to be dependent on a paycheck
and an employer's good will. She'd never experienced the horrors of GGE. "
Look, Eugenia," he said, "it was all right for me to oppose
the workhouse when it was still a political issue. Or even
after it passed, as long as I wasn't directly involved. But now
I am. I have to do my
best
to make a success of the workhouse." " What
about your duty to let the world know what you think?" " I'm not
sure I do have any obligation there." " Then
you won't fight the workhouse?" " Not any
more." " I don't
understand." "
I know." Stan stared down at his fingers interlaced in front of
him. "
It's all right." She kissed him. "I love you. So whatever
you want is o.k. with me." "
Thank you." He enfolded her in his arms, grateful for her support. "Job
security does make cowards of us all," he
said softly. Suddenly she pulled out of his embrace. "I think the spaghetti's boiling over!" she exclaimed, running for the kitchen.
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